Sometimes i just think to myself, when you do things for people and they tell you they will do the favor back, and they just keep saying it but dont ever do it, that just kinda receives to me. I guess just cause the fact that i have done so much for people around me and experience at times but thats just the sweet good hearted person i am:) hehe But when is enough? Its time for me to step up with some and not be so excellent anymore. Me being too excellent hasnt got me in the best relationships. People tend to take advantage but not even realizing it, it does suck, but im becoming alot smarter about it. I guess when it comes down to it, its all about fending for yourself. taking care of yourself, fighting sure you will be okay. Thats what im going to do:) sorry if this seems confusing but this is my diary page, and im just blabbing what comes out of my mind! haha hope you all have a productive day!

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